Let me edit that last post.
This WEEK fucking SUCKS MONKEY ASS.

in the past week i've had 2 of the people
closest to me tell me that they are moving
at least 4 to 5 states away
on top of that, one of the feewww guys
that i trust with every fiber of my being no
longer considers me a friend and refuses to talk
to me because of  A FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL WHORE
and the guy i choose to be with.
makes me reallll happy.
i'm done with this entire townnn
i've decided i'm moving to the pacific ocean and
Becoming a mermaid. try and find me then
ass hole.

So, today pretty much sucks.
i'm losing my best friend and theres nothing i can do about it.
i've been crying pretty much since i got the phone call.
guys are fucking retarded.
i hope you die.

I hope you know i'm going to miss you more than anything.
and i love you with all my heaarrrt < 333

i am so sick.

today was yucky.

i miss him :(

i cant do this again.

hes my best friend.

i miss my girlies.

my heart hurts.

its the best ever.

i wish somebody would rescue me.

i'm going to sleep.

its 12:20.

i've only been awake for 4 hours.

goodnight.

Well tonight blew.
not really tho, only from like 2-now
I hate boys.
especially lightweight drunk ones.
ugh.

Austin is my savior.
he rescued me and travie from the cold tonight
thanks buddy haha


Thank goodness for shawna, if i didnt have her to call at 2:33 in the morning, i would prolly go crazy haha < 3

this whole thing is just so screwed up i wish
i could just do what i need to, with out having to worry about him.


ugh, i'm gonna runnnnn.
cant wait to be away from him.
but dreading leaving him :(

Yesterday was absolutely
ahhhhmaaazing < 3

best ever.

today i got woke up in the single best way possible.
Simply loooove it.
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